9.11.08

I Am Always Sorry...

When I start talking about anything I'm passionate about (or even if I just happen to be in a good mood). I make a complete fool out of myself and make other people extremely uncomfortable.

OBNOXIOUS!!!

I should either:
  • ALWAYS keep my mouth shut, OR
  • Talk while sitting on my hands, to remind me to settle down for loony-sakes.
You might be wondering if, by posting this, I'm looking for some kind of consolation and validation for my behavior. I probably am. I really am THAT insecure about social situations.

I know it's my personality and unlikely that I will change. Some people think it's hilarious and entertaining when I get all worked up, but most people just tend to feel like they are suddenly being chewed out. Who wants that? Nobody - that's who. And as for the group who find it entertaining? I'd rather be funny on purpose.

I really need to learn to control myself.

I'm tired and feeling overwhelmed about the many, many improvements I could make on my character, and all the work in general that needs to be done this week... So what do I do?

I blog about it.

Pointless.

The only reasonable thing to do is go to bed.
Goodnight.
~M

5 comments:

Eddie said...

I love it when you get passionate about a conversation! No need for apology...

The Dipo's said...

LOL!! I'm one of those people who looks forward to your hilarious exploits of your mind. You get very clever and witty when you are let loose in your opinion. I don't think you should hide it! LOVE YA MELISSA!

D said...

I can relate. I get very loud when I get passionate about something. But if you don't allow yourself to get passionate about things, what's the point of living? Who cares if people look at you a little oddly. Maybe you're actually provoking thought.

John Dad said...

Missy,
You are a fantastic bunch of beautiful energy...
I for one enjoy tapping into your intellect and passion.
Keep it up.
Love ya
John Dad

cristie said...

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

(this put a smile one my face today...and so did you. not because i am entertained by your passion, but because i am enlivened by it. plus i admire your noble desire for improvement. i do love you)