20.3.10

It's Happening....

 
I wish one of these wrinkles would crease deep enough
All the way, into my brain.
Doesn't matter which one
Or how it came

Whether from 
-having to do hard things
 -sleepless nights with babies
 -laughing at Sam's jokes
 -squinting in the blaring sunshine

 

All of which happened.
Anyone of those things would make me wiser, better. 
A grown woman inside.

My experience is marking my face

But
 I wish it would sink in.
Just a little deeper.
Because  though I'm starting to look older

I feel more
callow 
juvenile
dumber than ever.


Can someone tell me
 What is that all about?

4 comments:

Britters and Parx said...

it was SO great to see you today!!!! you are such a great person Missy!

Kristen said...

No but when you find out will you please let me know 'cuz the same dang thing is happening to me. :)

cristie said...

i cannot think of callow and not think of cow...hmmm, now that's pretty callow er um cow... no i mean shallow or was it callus. just the same, smiley lines are the best. i say we celebrate smiley lines and lay down on some spring grass under the spring sun! xox

Melissa: said...

Sounds like a perfect solution to my cownundrum.