Showing posts with label Holidays. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Holidays. Show all posts

23.11.22

New Poem, New Heroine.

I recently came across the first two stanzas of this poem in an old anthology book we use at our school.  I loved it and had my students memorize it last week.  Upon further research, I discovered the rest of the poem (so good).  I also learned this kindred nature lover was a fierce advocate who spoke out (and wrote) on behalf of the mistreatment of the indigenous peoples of this country. (Basically, she rocks.)  Her friendship of E. Dickinson and praise from R.W. Emerson leads me to believe I've been living in a hole, but I'll share just in case you are like me and love to discover new poetry. 

November woods...and the ever-giving Mother who provides life and a place to rest.  Thanksgiving and abundance peacefully elucidated.  Lovely.  Below, I've linked her other writings and information in case you are also interested. 

(Also, Happy birthday to my sister Mary.  Another fierce force for good!)


Down to Sleep 

by Helen Hunt Jackson


November woods are bare and still;

November days are clear and bright;

Each noon burns up the morning's chill;
The morning's snow is gone by night.
Each day my steps grow slow, grow light,
As through the woods I reverent creep,
Watching all things lie “down to sleep.”

never knew before what beds,
Fragrant to smell, and soft to touch,
The forest sifts and shapes and spreads;
I never knew before how much
Of human sound there is in such
Low tones as through the forest sweep,
When all wild things lie “down to sleep.”

Each day I find new coverlids
Tucked in, and more sweet eyes shut tight;
Sometimes the viewless mother bids
Her ferns kneel down full in my sight;
hear their chorus of “good-night”;
And half I smile, and half I weep,
Listening while they lie “down to sleep.”

November woods are bare and still;
November days are bright and good;
Life's noon burns up life's morning chill;
Life's night rests feet which long have stood;
Some warm soft bed, in field or wood,
The mother will not fail to keep,
Where we can “lay us down to sleep.”


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Internet Archive of A Century of Dishonor 
A century of dishonor : a sketch of the United States government's dealings with some of the Indian tribes : Jackson, Helen Hunt, 1830-1885 : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive


Ramona by Helen Hunt Jackson - Free Ebook (gutenberg.org)


30.5.11

Gift From Qatar

I have a painting in my house.  It came all the way from Qatar.  It was given to me by a mother and father this week as a thank you gift for helping to carpool their kids home from school these last few months.  They needed some help because Dad (who usually took the kids home from school) was going to Afghanistan for 6 months.

So that's what we've been doing.  My kids have someone to chat with and joke with on the way home and it's been a lot of fun.

This week, Mother gave ME that painting, and gas money.  To thank,  ME?  I accepted the gift, to be gracious, but it was very humbling.  What sacrifice did I make?


Here, a man and his family make a real sacrifice.  Part for 6 months.  (and it's not the first time) - Time which they will never get back, but have chosen to sacrifice in behalf of me and everyone else in this country. 

And then, to top it all off - they give me a beautiful painting.  They say, "thank you" to me?  Their house is one the way to my house.  It was nothing.  Really. 

They are one amazing family.  They are strong and good, kind people.  I have so much respect for them and I'm grateful for their example, especially today.   Grateful for all who have served and serve. 


Highlights of today:

  • Flags on the lawn, up and down the street.
  • Eddie waking himself up to meet the boy scouts at 6:30 am to put those flags up in the neighborhood. 
  • Birthday wishes.
  • Lunch with family.
  • Sushi.
  • Bowling with the kids.
  • Rain that looks like summer rain, with sunshine streaming through. 
  • Watching a fun TV series with Sam (I rarely watch TV.  It's been nice to just hang out).
  • School is OUT for the summer - WAHOO!

14.2.11

Once Upon a Time in a Land Called Etsy...

There was a man who shopped there, because three months before he saw his wife searching for owl brooches and pendants. 

"Why owls?" he asked his wife.

"I don't know, I like 'em."  she said. 

"Huh."  he said.  And that was that. 

Then,  a few months later and a few weeks before Valentine's Day (because he can NEVER wait to give presents) he gave his wife this:


 Cute, huh?  And so thoughtful.  The wife thought so, too.  She knew she was a lucky gal.

And they lived happily ever after,

The End.

1.12.10

CHRISTMAS CHALLENGE (aka: Wednesday's Whetting)

I'm done with being in reaction mode when it comes to the holidays!
 

This year I am determined, absolutely committed, to enjoying each and every day of the holiday season.

In order to do this, I am going to do something that I have never done before (preferably holiday-related, but I'm not being too strict here).  Each day, something new.  It doesn't have to be big. The only requirement is that I need to be able to offer proof on the blog, with a photo or something.

And I need to have fun.  Else, what is the point?

I have also made a personal goal to each day do some thing that emulates Christ's example and teachings. You know, service-oriented things and Sermon on the Mount type goals.  I'll write those down too, but I won't necessarily post those here because...well, that just seems to defeat the purpose.

I am looking forward to this month!

 HAPPY HOLIDAYS!  
I am sooooooo excited!  WAHOO!
I will post what I did today,  a little later this evening.

7.4.10

Ooh Ooh OOH, Look What I Made!

I know there are people out there who loathe bloggers using their blog to show off their creations and toot their own horns and what not.  If you are that kind of person, then this post is not for you.  Generally, I would never have even posted something like this, except my mother in law took pictures of my efforts and made me feel really good about it.  So, if my self-accalades bother you, you can blame her.  But at least look at the pictures first.  And at least know that I wasn't motivated to bake so that I could put something on my blog.
Really, I wasn't.  I'm not that bad.
Yet. 

I was in charge of the dessert for Easter dinner with Sam's family.  On the way to his folk's house, I was vocally lamenting my goof ups on the dessert:

- "I think I may have cooked it too long, it seems kind of dry."
- "I tried to do it the way they do it at the bakery, but the frosting came sputtering out and so it looks weird."

- "Yeah" Sam says (looking it over).  "Why didn't you just spread the frosting on the top, like it's normally done?"

[I am instantly in defensive mode]

- "Normally done?  You don't just 'spread' frosting on a bundt cake.  How would one 'spread' frosting on a bundt cake anyway?"

And then I sighed.  I should have just spread it like he said (but I'm certainly not going to say that out loud).


Of course the first thing Sam's mom says when I walk in the door:  "Oh. My. Heck!  It looks just like the real thing from the store!  It's beautiful!"  Sam and I exchanged sideways glances and raised eyebrows.  Really?  "We need to take pictures of these."  She's so awesome.  She pulled out the camera and it turns out she posesses some mean photog skills.  Her photos dramatically improve what the desserts actually looked like....I mean, look at them.   They look so good! 

See?
 
Lemon Cupcakes with Lemon Cream Cheese Frosting  (Sounds better than they actually were):







































And the Chocolate "Nothing Bundt Cakes" knockoff: also with cream cheese frosting. 




















(Mary.  This should be called the Mary-Cake, it's everything you love in a dessert. When you come to town I am making it for you).

Coming Soon....

(as soon as I figure out how to get videos on here)


Ada sings Taylor Swift






And other Spring Break adventures.

26.2.10

A Valentine Letter.

I found it while cleaning today.
I want to post it, before I mail it. 

The letter was written with a fountain pen in the most carefully constructed cursive an eleven year old boy could manipulate.  So careful was he in his curves and connecting, that he skipped quite a few letters.  The letter also includes his current signature sketch of a sharp toothed dragon. 

Wicked cool.  (I have to say that because if I say, "It's sooooo cute", Eddie will be insulted).

The fountain pen (an inexpensive disposable type) was given to him by his mother on Valentine's day.
 He, like his father, is very particular about his writing instruments and has been begging for a fountain pen for a while now.

Anyway, the letter:

My Valentines Day

Dear Grandma Jaye and Grandpa John,
My Valentines day was great.  How was yours?  At school we passed out valentines.  I got tons and tons of valentines and candy.  I know what you're thinking - no I do not like any girls yet and any way I can't go out until I am 16.

From:  Eddie

PS:  I'm serious.
 

29.12.09

Christmas Memory #4? Tchickoffee

So remember that toffee I made?  Well, I had it on the table on the back porch, because it's cold outside, and out there I have room to store the pans and pans of it that I made.  Sam was worried it would get wrecked or snowed on or something, so I brought it all in (I made LOTS) and put it in the only place that I had room for it.

The oven.

You know where this is going.

Turns out, that even if you melt it a little - like say, long enough to preheat your oven to 375ºF - you can cool it (on the back porch where you should have left in the first place, like you do every year) and it turns into toffee again!   WAHOO! Except, if you are not regular about cleaning your oven (which I am so not)  it will also taste like the last thing/s you baked in there.

Which, for me, was chicken and rice. 

Mmmm, a two course meal in one bite. 
Reminds me of...


 [Love this drawing by El Lohse.  Her artwork can be purchased at her Etsy Shop: Elloh]



Ugh.  Sorry neighbors and friends.  No Christmas or New Year's toffee this year...lame, lame LAME!!!!!!!!!!!  I still have cards that say "Merry Christmas" on them.  You'll be getting them, eventually.  I'm not storing those in the oven.



 

I LOATHE throwing away food...all those precious ingredients.  All that time...wasted because of absentmindedness.  Do I just subconsciously love doing everything in my life twice?  Seriously.

When will I learn?
WHEN!

28.12.09

Christmas 2009 Memory #3 : Warning--This Post is Vomitrocious.

 

Sugarplums danced in their beds.
And all over our "hallway".
And all over Grammy's entry way rug.
And all over Jackie.  Twice.


Christmas morning came. We opened our gifts.  A perfect Christmas morning spent basking in our treasures, enjoying each other and the lovely quiet morning.   Our kitchen table looked like a messy, giant mound of random baked goods and candies intermixed with unwrapped cellophane and ribbons and crumbs.  It is from this heap we had our morning feast.  I remember sitting at the table, sifting through and picking out my favorite things (pretzel nut clusters, homemade caramels and cookies) and looking across the table at my darling curly headed Eddie as he took a giant bite from his giant king size Snicker's bar- a stocking treat, and his favorite.  It occurred to me at that moment, that perhaps I should fix something more wholesome for my family to eat.  I said to Eddie, "Would you like me to fix you some oatmeal, or eggs and toast or a smoothie?"  "Nah, this is good" he says and takes another bite.

Stop.

I know better (and not because of the clarity of hindsight).  I knew better then.  I even thought about it as I watched Eddie eat his king sized breakfast of empty calories.  About how the strength of my children's immune systems are affected by their diets. 


 But hey, there was tons of "food" lying around and I didn't feel like making another mess.  What's that saying about "the price you pay now is the cheapest price in town"?  or that one that says,  "Listen to that voice and take care, because if you don't you may be covered in someone else's vomit at 3am tomorrow morning".

Yeah, that's a good one to remember.  Days of junk food and late nights led to a Christmas night puke-fest.  Jack, though never actually being sick, had a miserable night as well.  It's a funny story, but he caught me writing about it and made me swear I wouldn't post it (yet). 




The Sowman's Christmas Present by Irma Wilde, 1951


We eventually slept soundly.
And all the little dears have recovered pretty well.
Time for some real food and a good sleep schedule.

27.12.09

Christmas 2009 Memory #2: Christmas Magic

I learned this year-
When you don't have it together,
You can still have Christmas.



Christmas Eve morning I stood in my messy, messy (I mean, messy) kitchen.  Dishes overflowed the sink and onto the sticky crumb-filled counter tops.  Garbage and neighborhood holiday gift carnage strewn everywhere.  Heaps of laundry sat in piles downstairs.  We were out of towels and pants and I had not one clean washcloth with which to wipe my dirty counter tops.  I was overwhelmed by the hustle of the season.  And my house seemed to be past the point of restoring order.  I couldn't keep up.

As I stood in the kitchen, looking at the fruits of my disorganized and distracted (let's just say it) lazy nature - I had a decision to make.  Will I make toffee before Christmas?  I really tried to prepare for Christmas, but I only got half of my Christmas cards out and I just couldn't get my act together when it came to our yearly tradition of toffee and braetzlis. 
Dishes first.  I need to at least see the counter tops before making a decision.
I strapped my ipod to my arm and turned on the hot water.  I  began singing loudly with the music (not Christmas music, I wasn't in the mood) only to press pause periodically when my kids wanted to speak with me.

My family is often plagued by the sound of me singing along with my ipod.  Being able to hear oneself is an important aspect of singing well.  Also, it's nice to have an accompaniment.  As the one wearing the ear buds, I am oblivious to the negative effects that occur when these two elements are removed.  My family is generally very patient and long suffering in regards to my loud habit.  On this morning however, when I paused to speak to one of the kids, I noticed that Sam speedily took advantage of the moment and plugged in some Christmas music before I could start up again.  I took the subtle hint and turned off my ipod.





The  kitchen counters began to emerge. Once the pots were clean I felt like I could make some candy.

And that fast it felt like Christmas.  Even though my house was a disaster,  Even though I knew I wouldn't have time to deliver this toffee before Christmas.  I was working in the kitchen and my family was all around and I felt happy.






Eddie and Jack were at the table, drawing.  Ada had spent the last few days working on a story.  It's about a girl named Ann who will prove to her father that she can be a warrior, even though she is a girl.  I stirred the boiling candy and Ada stood beside me reading about Ann bravely facing the black knight and cleverly getting past the moles and into the thick forest using her clever sense of humor.  Ada's big eyes expressed focused vibrancy as she used different voices for each character, or looked up at me to make sure I got the funny parts. Occasionally, she would pause to explain the specific details that will go into the movie once her story is bought.  Every few minutes, she would be interrupted by one of her brothers who came in to show me their new creations of fierce, scaly eyes for the dragons they were drawing.  Dragons that blew ice crystals instead of fire.






And in the background I heard sweet sounds of Hallelujah and praise for the One who makes up the difference.  It was at this moment when I realized, It is a joyous Noël, because I fall short.

Hallelujah!
He is born.
I am warm in my messy house.
I am filled with His love and compassion as I look upon my own.
I am supported by a dear friend and companion who refuses to give up on me.
I am determined to be better.

Christmas Magic.

26.12.09

Christmas 2009 Memory #1: "Marmee..."

I was newly married when I first read Little Women.  I loved it.  A story of women being and doing good, exemplifying loyalty, strength, devotion, charity and fostering relationships.  The girls were influenced by a strong and kind mother whom they referred to as Marmee.

After finishing that book, I began occasionally calling my mother "Marmee".  Why?  Because, like Margeret March, she is an exceptional lady.  She really tries to be kind and good.  And she actively raised her children to adopt those philosophies.  Even in hard days,  as a young mom working full time and doing internships for school and really trying to make ends meet, she taught us the importance of giving.  She taught us (mostly by example) that no material possession is worth clinging to, but should be given freely to one who is in need.  And further, not to judge, but to give because it is our responsibility to be giving.  She taught us that everyone deserves love and a listening ear, and a break.

During the holidays especially, she tried to provide opportunities for her children to give and serve.

*We went to homeless shelters and churches and served soup.
*I remember when I was about 10 or so, we hid in a back room as Santa's elves ready to pick out gifts from the Christmas bags for homeless kids. 
*I remember going to someone's home while they were away (an outing arranged by my mother) and cleaning their house  and other secret services depending on her friends' needs.

She really wanted us to see what we have.  It was more than that, though - She taught us (and teaches us), that it is not about us having and others not having.  There is no need for self-righteous acclamation upon our offerings of service.  We are all in need.  This is why we must give.  It is in the giving that we really understand who we are and why we are here.




Jesus, when giving His sermon on the Mount said;

"But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth."
-Matthew 6:3

My Marmee.


-My boys and my Marmee, Thanksgiving Day 2009-


Once I was at a family gathering.  My mother (who was not present) came up in the conversation.  Story after story began emerging of quiet acts of kindness and help she gave.  We were all surprised to hear that each of us had been helped and quietly cared for.  She doesn't think about it or mention it or act like it's a sacrifice.  And I know there are times when nobody knows.

To her siblings, she is known as the truly compassionate one.  It's because she is not afraid to seek out those who are left alone in the dark trenches socially, mentally, physically, spiritually.  She doesn't shirk from trying to revive and to help them.  To love them.

And it's not only during Christmastime.  My dear Marmee is like that all the time.

I guess this isn't exactly a 2009 memory.  But this season I felt a keener sense of gratitude for her example.  It is one I am determined to better live up to.


I'm very, very lucky she is my Marmee.

2.11.09

Halloween Weekend (in pictures) -



It was an amazingly beautiful weekend.
And lot's of spooky fun, too.




25.5.09

For Most of My Younger Years

Memorial Day has been the day of my birthday party. It falls close to my birthday and since it was a holiday (meaning no school) we took advantage of the day and made a birthday party out of it.

Naturally, the older I get, the more I understand some things. Like what this day is all about. And I really just learned it back in November.


I saw this quote today:

"True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost." ~Arthur Ashe


Memorial Day.
So many lives lost and without fanfare or drama (from our safe, comfortable perspective anyway). And all without much recognition. I am amazed at those who have been and are dedicated to sacrificing everything in order to serve me and my country.

Once, an older gentleman from my neighborhood stood up to say something in church. He broke down as he spoke of his gratitude for the simple acknowledgement and thanks that a younger woman had given him during Sunday School earlier. He was a veteran, and it was close to veterans day.

I will never forget his face. He stood as he spoke- his body bent a little. Strong but worn. He was full of immense gratitude and relief. His service had not been forgotten, he said. Nor those who gave their lives.

A simple thank you from a neighbor meant everything to him. And it had a big impact on me.

I am so thankful. I love having a four day weekend, barbecues, and family time. I love this time of year. But I just needed to jot something down, so I don't forget what this day is really about.

And I'm also going to buy a flag.

13.2.09

Valentine Goodie, Day #12: A True Valentine.

I am married to a man that does not like to be told when to be romantic and sweet and give presents.

He firmly resists it. But before you start to pity me, let me explain the consequences of being married to such a man...

I get gifts and cards and tokens of affection at random. And quite often. It's always been this way, and I love it - for example:

  • One summer afternoon I came downstairs and found an ipod on my chair. An ipod. Out of the blue! It's been attached to my arm ever since (he regrets this gift, I think).
  • Making the bed or rummaging through a bag or opening a book, I will often find cards and notes of appreciation.
  • He has this way of massaging my neck that releases all the tension in my head, and without even having to ask, he does this for me almost every day.

Sometimes it's fancy and sometimes it's simple, but it's always thoughtful.


Oh man, he would DIE if he read all this sappy stuff (he's not a fan of effusive public doting)...good thing he hardly reads my blog ;).

So today for example, I got a "random" gift. And it's so, so perfect. I am so excited!

It is NOT a valentines day gift.
But he IS my Valentine.
Which is why I got my gift today.
Make sense?

(I do love him so)

Want to see what I got?



It's "The New Desert Reader" edited by Peter Wild.

This anthology includes selections from the writings of John Wesley Powell, Edward Abbey, Wallace Stegner, Mary Austin, Tony Hillerman and Ann Zwinger, just to name a few.

Perfect.

I'm going to go read now.





HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

12.2.09

Valentine Goodie, Day #11: Chocolate...

AND A FEW LAUGHS.





Love those girls.

11.2.09

Valentine Goodie, Day #10: Unrequited

Have you ever been here? Ohhhhhh I have... You feel like you are the only one when it happens to you, until one day, when you read it in some world poetry book and you think, "oh yes. That's exactly how it was."

This is for all those who have been left feeling lame and sad and duped and humiliated and infuriated and altogether forlorn --all in the name of "love".

Because let's face it, love is all those things, sometimes.

A MEMORY

When he grew pale, and his voice trembled,
And suddenly he could no longer speak;
When his eyes, burning beneath the lid,
Gave me a wound I thought he felt alike;
When all his charms, lighted by a fire
That has never faded,
Were printed in the depth of my desire,
He did not love. I did.


~ Marceline Desbordes-Valmore

10.2.09

Valentine Goodie, Days 7,8 & 9: One Love and Panamantana

So...I totally spaced Sunday's post. I took a way long nap and I don't regret it.

But now, I have a really sick little girl. I was busy taking care of her yesterday. Those are my excuses for not posting. BUT to make up for it, I have a really great post today ;).

(I really don't have much time to post or proofread though, so sorry if this is really difficult to read.)


***

I have a friend named Ann. (Or as my twins used to lovingly call her: 'And')

She's awesome, for lots and lots of reasons. Including this: Her new blog (click HERE).
You should check it out. If you've been looking for a way to volunteer or donate to something really worthwhile and have an amazing experience, you should check out her blog.

She works with a group called VIDA (Volunteers Involved in Development Abroad). What is VIDA, you ask?

"It is a grassroots humanitarian organization committed to helping developing nations by providing volunteers, supplies, and monetary donations. VIDA recognizes the importance of maintaining the cultural values of the people in the country and seeks to help those who are making an effort to improve their community."


Check it out. You won't be sorry! :)


Also, my mother in law sent me this video. And it's awesome because:

1. It's a Bob Marley song. When it comes to Bob Marley, how can one NOT feel the love?
2. It's played by musicians all around the world. Together. It's very cool.

2. It's a preview of a film designed to spread peace throughout the world through music. I so dig that... can check out more info. (and view other great songs) HERE

Enjoy:




7.2.09

Valentine Goodie Day #6: Confectionary Expressions of Love

A friend of mine likes to make and decorate cakes...Her name is Tori, and you can check out her blog HERE (she makes custom cakes, too). Having a skill like this would be so much fun!

Nothing says I love you like something tasty and beautiful. Here is just a sampling ( a few of my favorites):




6.2.09

Valentine Goodie, Day #5: Baby Love


















MOTHER'S SONG


it's quiet in the house so quiet
outside the snowstorm wails
the dogs curl up noses under their tails
my little son sleeps on his back
his mouth open
his belly rises and falls
breathing
is it strange if I cry for joy

~ 19th century Inuit song ~

photograph obtained from this site


5.2.09

Valentine Goodie, Day #4: The Kiss


NO, not that KISS.....silly.









I've posted before about my sentiments toward kissing. You can find it HERE.

Here are some of my favorite representations of this delightful pastime:




I love this sculpture by Rodin. I think it's just beautiful. I can only imagine how amazing it is in person.


- "The Kiss" by Auguste Rodin, 1886






We had this in our house growing up. I have always loved it. Everything about it, the colors, the shapes, the way the couple is positioned, the bed of flowers at the bottom, I love it.
- Gustav Klimt (1907-08?)










What I love about this one: You can see the happiness in the embrace and they become one piece, there is no space between them.

"The Kiss" -Constantin Brancusi (I believe 1908, 1907? I'm not sure, it seems there are a lot of versions of this sculpture, I need to do some research. I've always particularly liked this one, though).







This lithograph I found surfing the net. I'm not exactly sure of the name of the person who made this. But I really like it.

It's titled "First Kiss" and it can be found (and purchased) here:

The artist has some other stuff I really like, too.